gina teaches me more, through her suffering.

my head.
she could barely 
speak 
as the pain cracked against 
her skull in 
waves
God. come here.
flashing light broke in half 
behind her eyes
the feeling of her
temples being compressed 
the crushing 
closing in

i am here. 
i am here.
your head is in My lap
He quieted her. 

-He is most present 
in the pain