Friday, November 21, 2025

 i didn't know. 
that they saw me that way. 
i am just so humbled and floored 
that the way each of those women spoke about me
was such a generous and elevated perspective, 
far above my own-
it's hard to comprehend that they feel this 
wildly positive way towards me. 
God gave me such a bouquet of flowers of words, 
the sweetest fragrance radiated from each. 
He used each of my friends
to bring forth words of kindness and affirmation, 
lush descriptions of 
character and grit,
words like ocean and tickled were used, 
every woman in that room cried. 
over me. with me.
i became water.
we all became water.
Praise You, God, who gave these gifts, 
Who provided these gifts, 
and for Whom these gifts of glory shall be offered
at Your feet. 
i rest in the after glow of these candles of light..

the words he hurled at me 
hurt me so bad
i curled myself up 
into a rock 
became gray 
became nothing

Thursday, November 13, 2025

 a banana died in my backpack. 


-olive a. english

Keep a little fire burning. 

However small. 

However hidden.


-Cormac McCarthy

Tuesday, November 4, 2025

Steph’s Bacon & Potato Soup

My dear friend Stephanie held an amazing women's retreat last fall and she created such a welcoming and warm space for a group of women to rest, reflect, and retreat. She provided everything, including all the amazing food, one being this incredible soup! 


you’ll need:


8 strips bacon 

1/2 medium onion chopped small

3 sticks celery chopped small

2 medium carrots peeled & chopped small

2 cloves garlic minced

1/4 cup flour

4 cups chicken broth or stock

1 cup heavy whipping cream

2 cups frozen corn

3 large Russet potatoes peeled & diced

1/4 teaspoon Italian seasoning

1 pinch cayenne pepper (optional)

Salt & pepper to taste


1. Prep your bacon (I use kitchen shears to make cutting it up easy) and add it to a large pot over medium-high heat. Cook until crispy (about 10 minutes).

2. Once the bacon is crispy, take it out of the pot and remove to a paper towel lined plate. Leave about 2 tablespoons of the bacon fat in the pot (I usually leave most of it)

3. Add the onion, celery, and carrots to the pot and sauté for 5 minutes.

4. Stir in the garlic and cook for 30 seconds.

5. Stir in the flour and cook for about a minute, stirring nearly constantly.

6. Add in the chicken broth and give it a good stir to ensure the flour has dissolved and the brown bits are scraped up from the bottom of the pot. 

7. Add in the cream, corn, potatoes, Italian seasoning, cayenne pepper, and bacon. Increase the heat to high and bring the soup to a boil. Once it's boiling, reduce the heat to a rapid simmer so it's gently boiling. Cover the pot so the lid is slightly ajar.

8. Cook until the potatoes are tender (about 15-20 minutes). Stir every so often. The soup will thicken up more the longer you cook it.

9. Season the soup with salt & pepper as needed.